back after extended absence.

Hello fellow new and old members. For those of you who don't know me my name is Jess. I went away from the forums during my exams and never came back. Though I don't have much time as of right now to go into details about what happened during my time away the shortest explanation is I reached an all time low spiritually and within the same month I found my emotional self at its peak of happiness. My beliefs have crumbled, been rebuilt, and crumbled again. I truly am caught between how's I was raised (Christian) and my heritage (Native american Shamanism). I have found a girlfriend who I was dating during my time here to be my biggest rock during these trying times. When I was about to come back to the forums her parents got really sick so most of the summer we spent with them helping out as much as we could. Noe I am posting this on my two forums (BC and PoL) asking if you could forgive me for dropping of the earth and not giving you guys notice. I am not the person I was in April and my beliefs, including what I am striving for to learn from msgick had drastically changed.

As cheesy as this sounds, I really need my "brother and sisters" of the arts to be there for me.

I never received notifications of this thread just happened to stumble across it. Welcome back True Drifter. I was thinking about you the other day and here you are.

Welcome back Jess.

Thanks, What happened to this forum? It was just getting lively when I left.

It happens. Sometimes it is busy and sometimes it is quiet, Members come and go disappear and then come back. I use this forum mostly for teaching and to let people know about theosophy. When I first started the forum it was just me Frater O M and another. I like to think of this forum as a safe haven when one can't take the world anymore.